Seraphic Confessions

2009-12-13T22:52:00.002+08:00

For those who still come down to this space,
its been mo-chridhe.blogspot.com for quite awhile (:( previous months posts all kept private though ;p )
i thought it'd be nice to keep in contact through blogs so...
see ya there (:

2009-05-14T23:29:00.002+08:00

To our volleyball guys , you know how you all are champions in our hearts.Okay?(:
To our basketball team, definitely our champions as well, the referee just acting cute please, dunno what he doing sia. The fierce pursuit against all odds definitely exemplifies our Victorian Spirit, something we all are so proud of.Go VJ!

Oh Mr Poh. You make me so worried.

2009-05-13T00:01:00.002+08:00

FINALS!!!
Second set was amazing seriously. I never believed in something so much before I think. Wth leg cramp esp forth set i was like wth no no not now then both legs i was like shit cant but KIM U WERE GREAT ok loveeee you!!! and the whole team!!! rly love the team brilliant yay :D :D :D

I've never gone so far before.
Just 1 step further

GO VEEJAY!

2009-04-29T19:24:00.001+08:00

hiii this has to be the sweetest song ever!

I wanna make you smile,
whenever you're sad.
Carry you around when your arthritis is bad.
Oh, all i wanna do, is grow old with you.
I'll get your medicine when your tummy aches,
Build you a fire if the furnace breaks.
Oh, it could be so nice, growin' old with you.

I'll miss you, kiss you,
Give you my coat when you are cold,
need you, feed you.
I'll even let you hold the remote control.

So let me do the dishes in our kitchen sink,
put you to bed when you've had too much to drink.
Oh I could be the man who grows old with you.
I wanna grow old with you...

no heart to study. how? i know im not the only one.

2009-04-26T09:50:00.002+08:00

I woke up this morning feeling so lost, its quite a weird feeling really.
I know I'm missing the econs test but I still have to prepare for it, have to take it sooner or later.
Havent read the lecture notes before, ??!?!?!?!
Plus all the undone tutorials.
Its not just me being lazy, but I really want to focusss!and can't sleep late, so..

anyway I'm abandoning this blog soon. hehe!
been eating damn alot need.to.cleanse!
ttyal.
THANKS TO ALL THOSE LAST NIGHT! <3

glad to know you're doing well (:

2009-04-19T12:09:00.006+08:00

Thank goodness that everything's alright (: Perhaps weak but alright (: Sorry for being such a crybaby!!! i hate to be one but I just cant do anythnig bout it! ):

So life is crazy shit and I seriously needa memory card for my phone .I had such a ass of a time loading photos through the USB cable. With my awfully imbar IT skills I have no idea how to send pics to my phone through blue tooth function the freak computer just cant detect my phone.

Some pictures of people I miss an awesome lot (:
Ruyi thank you for being my rainbow I have no idea how i survive JC without you in the same sch but thanks thanks thanks for always being there and not being tired of my rants, seeing through all my weaknesses and giving my all the support I need. You're an angel in disguise! <3!

2009-03-21T22:00:00.002+08:00

There's only one word
two do
three words
four you

Thought I would be coming home with heavy eyes and droopy shoulders, but I came home to a surprise under my bed instead (:

Camp was exhausting, but nonetheless dam good. That friendly was our best yet, and the pt on day 2 was sensational. It always helps to know that whatever we are doing, we are doing it together.(:

Home sweet home, nothing beats that. GOODNIGHT.

2009-03-19T00:22:00.003+08:00

Whats the point of a new printer that is unable to print and all it does is sound like its farting?
Tsk.
Camp frm tmr! All I hope for is not we dont get canteen food throughout. I want to try all the soups from RoxySq!~
Alrightttt time for bed goodnight sleep tight!

Get well soon! C:

2009-03-17T22:15:00.004+08:00

Hi this is how I spent my one and only free day!Aiya okay la Sunday is another free day but I seriously think that my Sunday will be wasted on mourning for term 2 so technically today is my only free day...

Finally, I get to eat Gelare on Tuesday! YAY.shared with HS though cause she's going for her second round at B&J at Demsey with Mr Wong. Happy month-sary sweetie(: I'm so happy for you ^^

Speaking of Demsey, i thought my virgin trip thr would be with yx because we spoke bout it before. But as it turns out, we have barely met to catch up! hope your leg is alright girl(:

and meet-up with Ruyi and Babe was cancelled. Rly kinda disappointed but 28 mar is the make-up date! pls let this one work out fine for all of us eh (:

so as I looked through my pictures I found this...

Anyway Jas Yj Sm Char Mh Darren are all in Korea enjoying their asses off. A v excited LimMIngHan kept going 'omg' on msn i thought what happened to him! turns out he is reminding me he is going korea on Saturday. So on Sat night Hs Jr Wl and I made a last min decision to meet at the airport to send them off. But we were late and we had to wave through the glass door!):

and I know my angel reads my blog and angel I bought dark-chocolate digestive biscuits for u but I.couldt.resist.them! Im sorry I'll get you smth else!! Or maybe the same thing. and try to stay away from it this time. Thanks for being such an awesome angel (:

okay this post is so long, i think its longer than my econs essay. On a side note, while I do enjoy Vj, I can't wait to graduate. Just few more monthes of dead lectures and stifled tutorials and...., go joce.

2009-03-11T14:54:00.002+08:00

1 down to go, aweesome.
Since yesterday I was dreading how am I going to complete chem tday!!
And I'm still dreading it , its going to be a late night again.
Well I'm starting to let the excitement get into my head!
No big plans or whatsoever, stayover in sch for VOG, A NEW PHONE NEXT WEEK,(like finally), vball camp,1 fullll day out with you pls its been ages all we'be been doing is studying,and i cant wait to meet up with pl and ruyi! babe's turning 18 (: and gelare and gosh i dunno hopefuly the plans come out spontaneously!! oooh and few days for GG and for me to sink my eyeees into books I've bought but not read! Yay.

And at the meantime...I've got to go back to chem ):
What is ionic equilibria ):
Bless my brainss please.

2009-03-05T23:05:00.003+08:00

Sometimes you seem to be going down, but its only because the only other way is up! (:

Thank you taxi driver for picking me up in the drizzle even though you intended to drive back to home sweet home and even though I was flagging you in the bus lane where you weren't supposed to stop. You took my mind off things, somehow the chat calmed me down (: (:

Run baby run? No, bounce baby bounce.

2009-02-27T22:57:00.001+08:00

I keep falling asleep everywhere. Like Astons. Didnt even half complete what I wanted to do today. So no movie for me tomorrow? ): !!

2009-02-23T22:30:00.002+08:00

SPA should just be called SPAM. That's what it is, isn't it? I can't decide what's most intimidating, SPA, an econs essay or deciphering the set of physics lecture notes of a chapter that your tutor has already been gone and done with.Many many many times,school sucks with a capital S, and ends with it too.

On a happier note, this week is going to be a short one. And please lazy genes let me fit in 'He's just not that into you' this week! Plus I though cross country was one month later.

Facebook shows me how my seniors seem to be enjoying life now. Its gonna be my turn soon soon soonnnnnnnn please...........

okay my life is that boring i have nth to blog about except whine! and after whining i should shut up and do what i should be doing cause whining is UNPRODUCTIVE AND UNHEALTHY!! k la bye.

2009-02-11T19:24:00.003+08:00

Corny pick up lines on a rainy Wednesday (:

And enough econs homework to last you 3 lifetimes!!

I miss my babes, wonder if they miss me too? ):

Note to self: Cheer up!

2009-02-05T23:27:00.000+08:00

This is where I was for orientation/mass dance at suntec almost a year ago (:
I rmb going to bk with YunRong and Germaine, then I went to meet Jas and her og to eat dou huey.

One year later......
So much has changed.
SEE ya all at suntec fountain of wealth, tmr!

2009-01-31T23:18:00.002+08:00

Hi Hi I have to call the freshmen tmr! One of the ogls said last year that when her freshmen called she got greeted with a ' Jurong Police Station'. Lol, I hope everyone picks up their phone. I will be v stressed when we have to keep their valuables. Should bring like a waist pouch or smth.

Anyway, lunch was ultimate gross when I spit out my cream of mushroom. that Zobel best.

we were talking..then..

me: I got ci xiang face what

Zobel:So you think you look like guan ying ma?

wlao I was drinking my soup and her stupid comment made me spit it out. and she siao ownself say i want to sign on army or whatever.Then she ownself high and laugh. Chantal asked me to film this video where I hold the 2 oranges then go xin nian kuai le so that she can show to jiao lian and in the end like didnt show !! So paiseh can take that video hahahaa.

and i have an excited yuwen he he he :D and i am excited for tangy! wonder how things went.

just came back from aunt house at jurong. tmr going another aunts house! and tday, I realized I am an aunty already. haha.

kkkkkkk bye

2009-01-31T10:04:00.002+08:00

Hello I almost forgot my password for this account

Anyway, is there take-away for claypot rice?
Okay la life's not interesting but yet its so fast paced.

Okay erm its 10.10 I'm still in pjs and vjvb girls meeting at 11 at compass for lunch before going to bai nian at coach's hse I have og stuff gosh walk in is just the day after next. So I cant go to coach's hse and i hope the freshmen will love orientation damn alot and all not ask me how to teach them mass dance tyvm.

kk bye life's boring.

2009-01-05T22:15:00.001+08:00

HEY TANGS HAPPY 18TH!!!!!!!!!!!!!
YOU KNOW WHAT I DID LAST SUMMER
HAHA NO LA LAST WEEKEND LA.
PREPARING FOR YOUR 18TH!
i know i spoiled a couple of surprises for you, but some still worked!

LOVE U! (even though u say mean things abt me and u are v spastic!!)

2009-01-03T23:50:00.002+08:00

After reading Jobel's post, I feel like I have a very dull childhood. No eating of pencil leads and peanut shells. I only remember I like to go to the toilet and wet my hair in kindergarten cause I dont really know why also. Plus when primary 1 exam no kick got alot of excess time I like to play with my colour pencils and pretend I am flipping satay. I was also very stressed when there was this exam in P1 that asked me to ring something( cant rmb the ques). I didnt know ring meant circle. And there was a millipede that came into my chinese class in primary 2 and quite alot of my other classmates went forward to look at it and got very excited.but I stoned at where I was sitting cause I'm scared of millipedes and the teacher praised me and said that I was a good girl in front of the class.so shiok! (:

2009-01-02T22:44:00.002+08:00

Hi above are the photos for farewell and the last one is k box at new year!

I have many resolutions I hope I acheive! Most importantly, I think I should remember karma and not do to others what I don't want them to do to me.Leave behind the regrets and start with faith . And I would also like to paint my room red or purple without my parents finding out. hm.

And I really need to start BELIEVING in myself !!
Happy 09 all! (:

xian: happy new year to u girl!! remember to tell me before u leave for taiwan!! Thanks for the tie dan too! loves (:

Joel: happy new year lump of fats! u bad never wish me. can u just forget about the pe shirt and move on in life hahahaa, its 09 !

peishi: yayyyyy we finally ran! can afford to eat more tonight! running in gym is the best tmr run to east coast run half way i fall asleep v tiring .

huishan: you are the most spastic please you win me up down left right inside out upside down.hahaha, 8 tmr eh! (; one of my resolutions is to not be late so i hope i wont be tmr!!

ruyi: u tag my blog to ask me bout photos i am very sad and i ate selegie soyabean today ni mei you haa c u tmr!

yuwen: yes ur blog full of edward cutlet! envious ttm that u get to paint your room. happy new year too! i very sad that u were angry with me for plucking the flower i really wanted t cheer u up ):

yuling: hi fattest! yes that is joseph ur pri sch mate (: (: can see me soon leh excited not! (: (: hope we can have the outing!

2009-01-01T00:16:00.002+08:00

Minutes before the countdown, I was talking to Ruyi on the phone..

Ruyi: Countdown with me leh! 3 minutes left only
Me: Cannot cannot! I need to call my brother one minute before the countdown! plus I intend to sleep past the beginning of 2009!

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Me:Gor so I supposed to tell you one minute before the countdown right? why ah?
Gor: Here no Tv
Me: okay okay wait i find my specs ( I really wanted to sleep alr)
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finally turn on the tv
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Me:Eh...fireworks alr..sorry sorry

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Hui Shan: Happy New year pull your ear! Sengkang got fireworks leh! now turning red!
(plus she tells me one of her resolution that involves tang yuwennpok)
me: looks out and see none of the fireworks unless the fireworks look amazingly like hdb flats. only manage to hear the fireworks. pathetic right.
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me: happy new year ruyi!!
ruyi: happy new year!! ( she secretly thinks i damn weird dont want count down w her but call her later t wish her HAHA)
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Jas: Hello!
me:HAPPY NEW YEAR!
jas: I know your new year resolution next year!
me: okay shut up byebye!! ( i ask u shut up but still <3 u alot k !)

OKAY BYE!

2008-12-29T23:44:00.004+08:00

2008-12-20T00:55:00.006+08:00

Hey Buttercup Baby(: Hows things on ur side?
4 plus at Funan in the morning to help in the StandChart marathon. Give out balloons and bananas. Next time, must go for briefings so that I will not be the only clown to wear vj pe shirt which was obviously the wrong choice for the day!

Church wedding w Jobel and that day I found out Hazelnut tasted like Almond.

Woops got jumbled up the pictures. From StandChart marathon as well (:

Went over at late afternoon tday to do stuff at Hs's hse. Haha omg the first picture is gay shit we were trying to do it the ah lian way. Took ALOT of spastic photos but they are For Our Eyes Only cause its seriously too ridiculous! Haha.
Was supposed to meet Ruyi to get her classmate's present but we wanted to go to Anderson Sec to try to get my long-due book voucher! Which I must wait till next year t hopefully get. Cause I'm eyeing Jodi Picoult's "Change of Heart". The school didnt even inform me I had the voucher cause I missed Speech Day): I found out I had it through Ying Xian. Luckily lor.

Me and Ruyi ended up walking around Anderson . We wanted to see the BEEG indoor court. But it was locked. Went to the library and grabbed Seventeen magazines but barely read cos it was stuffy. Parts of me do miss Anderson though. Those days were simpler.
Here's us at the new indoor basketball court!
This was yesterday. Where we tried to get presents. Ended up walking alot from 4 plus to 10 plus non stop and Ruyi suddenly became v sweet and decided to accompany me home although I'm located happily in the purple line and she in the red! (:
Half the time I end up looking like a mosquito but she looks good in shades! :D

In the morning I went to help out for a short time only (so sorry! ) for an X'mas celebration for less priviledged kids! Was at the games store where the kids had to use water guns to shoot minature soldiers. It was really quite enjoyable (: Very sadly my child buddy for SLV forgot me this time round! He didnt even remember the ultraman fan i passed to him ): But before I left he told me he remembered. He remembered about him borrowing Wl's psp and asking me to help him on but i sua ku dont know how to on. Dont laugh. Live and learn k!

Seriously need to drink more water and will Merry Christmas please come soon!!

I read some ionic equilibria few weeks back and other than that, zero leh. Hopefully I 'l start in time!!

K its like 1 plus must sleep dont want t be late tmr GOODNIGHT WORLD!

2008-12-19T01:03:00.002+08:00

I am the Good Luck Secretary of the Good Luck Club. The more good luck you possess, the higher the rank. Which is why PeicoughsShicoughs is President. Haha I think nobody really understands this poste except all the GL people!

2008-12-17T23:04:00.004+08:00

Chatted for around three hours and time really flew by!You always make the tough times better Fel. Imagine us 10 years later and how we shouldn't take things too hard right now, okay? (: Its always about giving our best and nothing less (: At the very least we know we'l always stand by each other :D

2008-12-06T01:48:00.001+08:00

2008-12-05T20:32:00.002+08:00

Well , to put it simply, this day could be better.
I need new perspectives!!

Maybe Australia came at the right place right time?

2008-12-04T00:39:00.002+08:00

Thanks Fel for the rose, you're the ultimate :D Srry for not motivating you to do some work, and instead I sat there for the 2 hrs plus distracting you! Can talk about anything under the sun w you.And cant help it lah, never see you for so long already! Please rest well and get well soon , hokay? (:

Am eating cereal really hungry! Cant wait for breakfast tmr. Oh shit I just remembered, no breakfast. Mom didnt buy. Cause my brother asked her not to for Idont knowwhatever reason. Hm, seems like I'll have to have some Andrew Ong for breakfast tmr then.

Ytd ,Ruyi and I sat at some desolate staircase to eat deserts but otherwise, we were very happy. I had Red Ruby yay yum.Btw, decided to change my name to Ruby, to match Ru yi. ha ha ok not funny but just laugh la okay thanks.

Hives please go away and let me live happily ever after.
Goodnight world, sleep tight.

2008-11-29T14:08:00.000+08:00

B is for boat
B is for banana

and B is for boring which is so boring that it doesnt even have its own picture.

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2008-11-27T20:56:00.002+08:00

Get excited when I see Christmas decorations around malls
Somehow, Christmas just seems so much more festive as compared to other festivals!
Then again, Christmas marks the reopening of sch yada yada..

If there's no training, then all there is to do is eat and sleep.
If there's training, then its training, eat and sleep.

Worried for my Huishan ): Riots at Thailand means she cant come back to Singapore from Laos as scheduled!): Come back asap,you're missed. ):

2008-11-23T16:32:00.003+08:00

today HOR, jasmine is a v bad girl LOR.
she HOR, keep niao-ing Huishan LEH.

#1
I bought this not-nice-to-drink drink, then Jas say very smelly.As in, not just her but the drink very smelly also. Then she say if open my mouth then go AHHH then will stink like siao. Then she think awhile then she say, Huishan no need drink go AHHH also v smelly!! AIYO!!!

#2
She say Huishan choose photo print choose we not chio one.

#3
I cannot remember.

#4
Jas kept screaming Jocelyn rocks!!

Anyway Jas is going Thailand this tuesday, YingXian went Taiwan ytd and Simin just left for Taiwan today. I also want!!

and..
I LOVE SITOH PAKLENG(!!!) ASIAN KITCHEN/BLISS NEXT WEEK PLEASE OKAY! MISS YOU!

2008-11-20T00:52:00.002+08:00

Basically its been meet-ups and trainings (:
Had an awesomeeee breakfast with Yuwen before she left for Taiwan. Bet she is gorging down some XXL fried chicken at some night market right now! Went with her to Treehouse to eat last week too. Jobel is the best, serve the drink alr then drink some before walking away. GREEDYGREEDYGREEDY

Couldnt send HuiShan off to Laos. AHhHh. Bet she there getting v high over her grp performance. Stupid Taiwan and Laos nnpok, miss them!

Sleepover with Xian. We always squeeze on the same bed! meeting her tmr (:

Weekend mostly with Ruyi (: The dress was such a satisfying find, considering how we had been walknig the whole day already. She came over on Sunday and my sis helped her with make up and stuff and I just stoned cause I didnt have much to do. and that stupid kaka refused to let me sleep! #@@!!!

KKKKK very tired alr stupid medicine bye.

Didn't you wish there was no end to the road? (:

2008-11-10T17:59:00.006+08:00

Ruyi's last paper ends tomorrow! Next Monday will be Anderson's graduation ball. Can't wait to see her all dressed up! But first she has to stress about preperation. Haha don't eat too much this week!

We went to send Guo Meng off (: Not just Guo Meng's in China, but Chai Li and Albert too. Can't wait to go overseas (:

Yesterday was family day. Totally enjoyed it though it was very hectic in the morning. If only I could have every Sunday like this :D And we went to ALBERT court at ALBERt street to take the photos.Then headed to Novena's LaoBeijing. As much as I love xiaolongbaos, I only managed to stomach 5. But there was this pancake thing that was rly good and if I drop out of school I will become a dim sum chef la okay.

Androo Ong. We were muttering death threats to each other while taking my sis's graduation photos. The whole process was quite stiffling. Formal ttm. I think its so much more fun to use ur own camera and snap away!
MOM!! xoxoxoxoxo.
So far, no one in my life has said I look like my Mom. But anyway, I feel so blessed when she does things like always packing my breakfast to school etc. (: She has all the patience in the world. And recently she has been asking me to watch my diet! Haha.Love you Momma!

Today I ate so much lalazhazha. Also dont know is good or not. They say many small meals is better than three heavy meals? Have been craving for sausages, the CHIPPY one. This is all Pakleng's fault!

Looking forward to dates this week with girlfriends :D
Tmr is mahjong before training! Learnt the game few weeks back with some vball peeps and Yuwen's classmate.Tmr is time to put what I learnt to good use yay (:

2008-11-10T00:10:00.000+08:00

CHEER UP NNPOKPOKGEI!! :D

2008-11-08T09:31:00.003+08:00

Xian: Yes girl! Pls keep friday sat next week free okay? (: I think my trngs next week are 2345, but can meet u aft my trng on friday all the way to sat! hugs!

KaiXin: Serious ? Can try? :D But i move like an elephant sure to miss the ball! hahaaha. YAY thanks! actuallly show me huishan face can alr hahahhaaha kidding ;p

ZhengJun:HAaHaaaHA your tag is totally classic! Should have submitted those at the end of your WR and get EE. Easily Eliminated from pw, then ur grp no grade at all hee ;p

HuiShan: the seniors liked the board right! I think you put in the most effort ,credits to you! Sry for not eating lunch with you ytd, promise promise t spend lots of time w you! love ya taro-turnover!!(BK's version of apple pie (: )

VERON: emo cause v long nvr see you! hahahaa. Bring me eat good bak-kut-teh! (: (: Your As gna end real fast then we can all go out tgt!~ dun grow fat now that u dun hv trng ;p

YUWEN: water tank yuwen! hahaha. eh the place we went ytd is TANJONG katong, not katong leh! I also didnt know ): So we can katong another time :D hm, maybe veron doesnt know ur blog can leave comment too ;p

Jas: I'm free when there's no trng!~ We gotta meet up soon cos huishan leaving for ocip ): you have ocip too right? Good leh your all pangseh me in Singapore ): hahaha, miss you C:

Yuling: Haaha, you didnt know vegeterians can also become fat? Oh..I didnt realize you were vegeterian too ! :p and why my name in ur blog from jocelyn become fatfat? ): You fatfatfat!! Yup, i will, thanks girl(fatfatfat) (: (:

L: Thanks L, I appreciate it (: I am S, Serena Vanderwaals. hehe, if u watch gossipgirl that is (:

Hui Shan and me: What is your brother's name? ( Jobel's got this issue with names she finds weird)

Jobel: He got alot. My father calls him Samuel, I call him Anthony.
Lmao.

Addicted t my blog song! Waiting for fatfatfat to upload pictures on her blog (:

2008-11-06T10:33:00.002+08:00

I want to be happy, but at nobody's expense. When I finally fell asleep, that sleep barely seemed to be sleep at all. I have no obligations and I can sleep my life away right now, but its the last thing thats happening. I really need a break, but how can I ask for life to give me a break when all I've been putting in others' lives is hell.

2008-11-02T22:34:00.001+08:00

I&R?
Irritating and Redundant!
Worse of all, I have to get it down by tmr ):

2008-11-01T23:43:00.001+08:00

Was asked to put this here, so here it goes!

Class outing on monday

Yo there's gonna be a class outing on monday not sure if everyone got the message yet. So here's the "proposed" plan... even though we all know the best plan is a flexible plan.

Schedule on mon

1) Pass up I and R at about 10am

2) Cycling, maybe till 12-1 pm?

3) Shopping for FOOD. Probably parkway at GIANT, 1 to 3 pm. Everyone should come to choose the ingredients they want. One person pay first we settle the rest at Jun Ren's house. We're having steam boat so please don't choose retarded things like hot dogs.... yummy.

4) Meet at Jun Ren's house at 4. If you come earlier I'm afraid there's no one to open the door for you haha. Or you can whack Jun ren later.

Things to bring:

1) If you're doing all of the above, come in P.E and bring a change of clothes.

2) Bring MONEY. Money makes the world go round. And the world is oval. Science doesn't make sense. It makes dollars bwahahha. ( Getting lame already)

3) Bring... Yourself. ( See what I mean?)

Activities at Jun Ren's house:

1) Steam boat and stuff yourselves till you balloon up like crazy.

2) Relive the old games and play stupid ice breakers as a class. With forfeits of course! It'll be fun.

3) Any random nonsense that we can do as a class. Playing video games is not a class activity lol. Cooking and letting me be the sampler is a class activity.

4) If you're sleeping over... be prepared not to sleep. HAHAHA.

That's it! See ya on monday!

Posted by Joel at 7:36 PM

:D

2008-11-01T08:34:00.002+08:00

The picture's going to the best sister in the world!(er besides the point she is my only sister )When I am going crazy she's ..probably crazier. Haahaha, no la she's probably reasoning me out and giving me 20 million reasons why I should not be so.Love her truckloads! C:

Well anyway, I'm awake so early on a Saturday morning cause I thought I was going M'sia tday but it was changed to tomorrow instead. Abit pek-chek since I've gotten up early and bathed and everything then my dad suddenly says they decided last minute to change to tmr. BUT the point is great-grandma, who is 100 by the way, seems to be better alr ! C: That makes up for everything C:

Waiting for Mom and stupidandrewongzhongyi to come back from China...Zz, so slow.

When you make mistakes, it takes so much to take the next step forward to correct whats wrong.

So so much .

2008-10-29T23:58:00.003+08:00

The vball girls went bowling tday, and from what I heard from Hs it was fun yea? (: Plan an outing agn soon, I wna go too!(:

I know sorrys dont help, but I'm so useless and thats the only thing I can say to you.The only thing I can think of.
Sorry, I really am.

2008-10-26T00:08:00.002+08:00

Its been a year?

2008-10-20T01:04:00.002+08:00

Happy 18th Birthday Veron! (: (19 Oct)
As promised (:
no more!
Soon Soon Soon. Jia you for tmr's paper ok (: its gna be alright!!! Dont be too nervous!
Our sea salt & caramel flavoured ice cream, at clarke quay. After your Os can go there and laugh at people do bungee again :D I can't wait!

Miss my niece!! ^______________________^

2008-10-18T22:21:00.002+08:00

Yongjie: hahaha, eh u made everyone wait for u! u not king leh
, k let u be lion king since u like to ROAR so much! :D
Yuwen: you forgot the *nod* after pop corn puff! lmao imagine us doing that at 80 years old w/o teeth.gna be damn classic!
CS: thanks! you are 20 million times better than hnegynogje!! cya soon tgt w the rest, cooking session !(:
Rach: Gosh babe so damn happy to hear u on the phone and im rly glad things turned out the way they did! miss walking w you to sch ): ):
Jobel: Cnt help it is not act one. wu suo shi shi and subtle sounds of waves also v act CX !
Xian: U never jio me out and seduce me w your tian yan mi yu ): ): tmr!! (:
Pakleng: pakleng u finally tag my blog u barely do!!! HEHE. No is not yet, not never! I havent upload finish from camera to com, that day only upload pri sch one cos i promised to send them the photos! next post ur face dua dua chio chio one ok :D heh. loves!

Searching for: Physic(k)s tuition!

2008-10-14T23:42:00.001+08:00

You make me disappointed, and I make you disappointed.Latter sucks, big time.

2008-10-13T23:03:00.002+08:00

Still, we didnt go Clarke Quay!
Since June..hahaaa.

Then met Pl at MarinaSq and walked around :D

Saturday I went M'sia, Tangkak, or Tangkah?
Bought so many fruits, esp guava.Btw slicing guava into very thin slices then putting it tgt with preserved orange skin peel and eating it chilled is v nice (:

Friday was family day! :D And I got 3 books that day. There was also 4/1 gathering, hope it went well and was fun (: (:

K, cannot too ci xiang later irritate the shyte out of someone. Gdnight.

2008-10-09T21:57:00.002+08:00

Hahahahaahaha, Huishan please teach me this kind of classic expression!!Jas you v fat alr no need make fat face okay (: And no I do not need 101 ways to slim down ): ): Bullies! But I love (:

Caught housebunny with Pakleng and Ruyi. that show is bimbo till cannot get any more bimbo, but quite funny luh.Yes babe your promos finally over!!!! Ong Ruyi, you must study hard k! then can go shop for your prom dress tgt I can't wait :D :D :D We didnt take photos yesterday! ): Meet up meet up meet up! For ____________ shopping, haha yay. loves! (:

And I'n bring along the Mamamia soundtrack to Aust. I seriously am damn excited for it!!

$12 for a piece of fabric to be seated in your hair? No, recession will be setting in soon, sadly ):
Gdnight!

2008-10-04T20:45:00.002+08:00

Sorry Veron, I couldn't resist!
:D
Anyway today all I did was sit and give sweets it was a really easy job, but v boring.
Still feeling slightly naseous, frm morning till now ):

...not badly enough, how??!
And I'm scared I made the wrong decision ):

2008-10-01T21:55:00.002+08:00

Had a hot date with the hot babe and I enjoyed myself!
Be it shopping around or snacking which Fel did alot more than me :p Girl, please don't spam the soysauce!Hahaha.Lets' hope we hear from Frolick! (:

Down with Gossipgirl fever, its seriously so addictive.
Shall watch Season 2 v slowly since there are only so few episodes!
Rmb reading the books a few years back and I never knew they turned print to film, talk about lag! (:

Anyway hope Pakleng's and Ruyi's exams end real quick. Had a short meet up with them today. Tried confiscating their phones while they studied and it lasted for like less than 15 minutes? Haha.

Tomorrow is physical my muscles were really aching on tues so physical was torturous that day and my muscles are still aching, probably worsened from tuesday's training. Gosh Veron says the fats might turn into muscles! No please thank you. Alright got to go ,must be puntual. Whether its training or a date with friends.

2008-09-23T13:41:00.002+08:00

I am damn kanchiong-spider
please give me an Elephant for econs!
then can xie tian xie di alr.
aiya what the banana stop being so paranoid!

2008-09-21T12:13:00.003+08:00

One fat week left.
Literally,I now spend everyday eating like there's no tmr.
Whenever I snack and feel guilty, then I tell myself' its for econs/chem/..

Never try to take a bus to TPY library when you can walk from the interchange!
Hahaaha, I spent close to an hour getting back there?
Lmao, I ended up taking the bus back to the interchage and walking there agn.

K u stupid fat week hurry up pass ! bth already.
Told my mom i'm not coming home for three days after the exams haha.
' One shot kill you'
!!!
Thanks for the unconditional love mummy (: Hahaha, u v lame leh.

2008-09-06T23:53:00.002+08:00

Promos, please come and go. Want to rot at home and bond with my slam-dunk comics v much.
Tday I bumped into Mingen on the mrt she has an i-phone! I can imagine how much more sian she is preparing for her As. But she's gonna have a long long break soon after some time (:Speaking of which, I miss seeing the seniors around. No Veron the hottie and Sheenabanana in the morning already so I stone at the canteen table before assembly only to stone even more after assembly.

Today is a good day because I can see andvball peeps. (:
Plus Ruyi is happy with her surprise and card
When your friend is happy, you're happier ^^

There are days which you get through feeling so complete, like you have everything in the world. Yet, there are days which you go through thinking' I wish I were her'.

2008-08-30T11:32:00.002+08:00

Today is a winding road
Its taking me to places that I didnt want to go
Today in the blink of an eye
I'm holding on to something and I do not know why I tried

Loving 'Thunder' by Boys like Girls

When you grow up and work, your boss thinks you are a slacker when you get your work done fast and leave early and thinks you're inefficient when you stay back after office hours to do your work. Either way, you're on their 'to be fired' list. Thats sad I think I never want an office job though I'll probably end up with one. I told my mother I shall now be a tour guide instead.

Teachers' Day ytd had class lunch with 4/1 we went suki sushi it was rly worth it and I want to go back there agn! The sushi thing ChiewYee reccommended was rly nice ok maybe now I shall be a sushi chef instead. hahaa k enough been slacking for days bye!

love my dear dear monster (:

2008-08-23T17:32:00.004+08:00

Hello and yay here are some pictures from around 2 weeks ago.

Bottom right hand corner picture and picture to the left of it was taken on o8o8o8. Had ConnectSingapore in the morning,.We were in charge of YioChuKang Sec, with we being students from NYJC, ITE Bishan and VJC. Seriously speaking,it was tedious to prepare for it. Although our block failed to say the pledge on cue, at least we did connect hands for that time yea (: Then went home and went Marina Square to meet Pakkie and Ruyi (:

Saturday was a small surprise kinda thing for the August babes Sohmin and Jiahui. Haha, they rly believed that we were only going to watch fireworks! :D Nice to meet up with the andvball peeps..barely get chances to meet up anymore ): Anyway, gave them the yellow slippers as presents, and the rest of us bought them too, so now we have team slippers eh, cool :D Sohmin's face was still very blur even when the cake was in front of her, and Jiahui as well. Miss Jiahui calling me aunty arnd school, hahaha.Xian, send me the group photos! I only have one with four of us inside, which I stole from Char's blog (:

Then there was Feeling Fab(ulous)for one of the Wednesdays. No school that day, only the activities! Yes, felt fabulous indeed. I did fencing and go-kart that day! So did most of others in o8s53. Anyway I wanted to try out photography, coffee appreciation, windsurfing and alot of other stuff as well but what a pity there's a limit. In between waiting for our turn to do go-kart, s53 had our own sports day! Volleyball, basketball, badminton and tennis. Must have lost q3u289371908732189378 calories that day or something (:

Last weekend I spent time preparing for my chem lec test, which worried me alot. Relaxed at night by catching up with Ruyi and Pakkie at JalanKayu for douhua (: Sunday went Huishan's house to mug with pri sch mates, and the sunday before that they came over to my house :DPlus tmr we're going Victoria Concert Hall for some dance concert!! :D

Today we went to Wl's house for pw at like 7 plus in the morning!! Freaking early hahaha. Then went to J8 for lunch at pastamania. I seriously have some hearing problem cos when the man was asking me what kind of pasta I wanted, I kept hearing him asking for' choice of sauce' instead. Then I was like huh why he so weird creamy chicken no choice of sauce one what. Oh well , must be my lack of sleep. Walked arnd with Fel then tried to go bishan library to study. Then we both dozed off and decided we needed proper rest at home instead, so here I am. lol. Had fun today with you babe, kept miao-ing hot girls HAHA. (:oh and I damn happily bumped into Fiona Thia Kia Hua too!! with her cute 'younger'sis hahaa.

Oh yes, if anyone saw a metal casing with a set of poker cards inside at the canteen , can pls inform me about it! Best still if you took it( I know the probability of this v little but still..haha), pls return( roarsbarksmeows) it to me! Its a gift and it means an awful lot. Yup, thanks. Meicai, rly sry about it !! ):

Many birthdays these past few weeks. Xinyi and Junren, happy birthday ! Hope u guys both enjoyed your cakes yea (: hahhaa. Jobel's one last week,we gave her the whole cake so she can grow fat . and...

TRACIE FANG!! hippo, langbeiweijian(inside joke hahaaha)
HAPPY 17th! (: (: (:

Haha,ok my head's rly tired if that makes sense so yea byexz.

2008-08-21T00:14:00.004+08:00

Missing Japan.
The liberation from exams, the hot springs, the learning of a whole new culture, homestay that gave me the experience of a lifetime, the weather the scenery the food( only for the homestay part though HAHA ), the late nights spent playing cards and just everything there.
Woah, I want to go back!

2008-08-15T23:46:00.001+08:00

Cause the best things in life, they are free.

(:
Thank you for always being thr fren, I rly appreciate it. :D

2008-08-13T10:14:00.002+08:00

I'm supposed to see the doctor..hahaha (: soon soon.

Was reading a blog. Its a post that I have read for many times. It used to hurt me so bad, but now it doesnt seem to mean a thing. Guess time lets you let go. Come to think of it, I wonder why I was so upset. Maybe Tingyi was right I have changed, alot in fact. Guess my perspectives have changed alot. Perhaps if I have the mindset now and I was stuck in that situation in the past, it would probably mean close to nothing.

2008-08-11T21:15:00.002+08:00

Dreamt of how you told me I had every right to be free.

2008-08-03T00:17:00.003+08:00

The photos are really random. Haha abstracts of what I've been doing for the past few weeks yea? First photo was the one we three went to Macs to get our volleyball cups. And after eating and taking the photos I fell asleep on my bag, while I think Yuwen and Huishan just continued chatting,lol.

Ooh the second one rly sweet. Friday night ongfatfat and tuapekkong.blogspot.com came over ,y house cos I was supposed to go to Compass to meet them but my nine o clock show last episode!! Was the show before the beach babes one. Got the cute boy boy Rongxuan. haha. Yea and I was kinda down that day and they surprised me with my favo chocolate cake and a pig pen!!! <3 !! now i keep forgetting PL is in Batam and keep asking Ruyi' Where is Pakleng!'hahaha.

Third one is with the class girls yo :D Fel lucky i never post your tourist to the max photo hahaha! and theres the racial harmony one where most of our costumes came from Marli. Thanks Marli!! Plus I saw her today ^^

And last week went to surprise Jas! We went one day after her birthday. Haha. we used her favourite Kangkong as birthday cake as first! damn kuku. Took ten million photos at her house hahaha. Miss having u around Jas!

Theres famili photos too but they're from the camera not phone so lazy =p hee.

joelLUMPoffats owes me a LUMPsumofmoney.
Hahahahahah.

For a shield. from the storm
For a friend,
For a love to keep me safe and warm,
I turn to you

For the strength, to be strong
For the will to carry on.
For everything you do, for everything thats true
I turn to you.

Like this song as awful lot eh haha (:
haha yea thats all gdnight peoplezx.

2008-07-27T01:48:00.002+08:00

I need this.

buffer(read so much about it in chem and totally dun understand bu shuang!) :
-Something that lessens or absorbs the shock of an impact
-One that protects by intercepting or moderating adverse pressures or influence

But I need this more.

sleep:

-to take the rest afforded by a suspension of voluntary bodily functions and the natural suspension, complete or partial, of consciousness; cease being awake

So tired that I overslept on the bus yesterday. Landed in Ang Mo Kio. Saw this grandma in spaghetti striped pink polka dotted dress. It doesnt complement her, but her confidence blew that fact away. I like the confidence lady :D

and..I want some too (:
ok la ok la two already siao still dont sleep night la night la.

2008-07-13T12:00:00.000+08:00

Hui Zhen says:
do u have the song chasing pavements?
[JABY] [X]xdarex[X] says:
hmmm nope
[JABY] [X]xdarex[X] says:
lol
[JABY] [X]xdarex[X] says:
i only got chasing payments =x

This primary school friend forever lame.

Hopefully somethings never change.

2008-07-12T09:23:00.003+08:00

Woah, time's been gg past way too fast. Third week's over already. Gosh.

Anyway last weekend was pretty packed.Went with Ruyi on Sat to Orchard to fix her phone. Ruyi got so many play cheat methods! hahaha, shall not say ;p

Sun went to watch friendly, but I ended up baby-sitting 2 girls. They were rly v adorable (: Then had pw meeting @ bishan lib and we went to airport to send Chanwei off.Before that just slacked around the air port eating first. Went to Swensens with the remaining class peeps to have an earthquake and they all went home at 12 while Fel and I stayed on :D Yay I read up dynamics that night. The airport was seriously v quiet and I think those food outlets who are open 24/7 can't make moola overnight! Rly v little people.

Monday(youth day) I was sleeping away then got woken up by Babe. She and Ruyi wanted to go shopping! Haha yup so we went out and like after 6 centuries we finally took a neoprint again!! And Ruyi, the last time 3 of us took a neoprint was Sec2 not last year (: hahah. I went to look at all my neoprints ;p But I lost alot of them cause I lost my wallet last year ):

Then Thursday we had e-learning. So learnt from home.I think it's cool :D Just that I didnt know how to enter the system and I missed the first tutorial cause of that -.- I think Vj teachers all v nice now esp Mr Har the physics lecturer he is super patient can! :D :D

Tues had inter-house soccer and Lynx was third i think! hahaha. Played like pangsai but I had to admit it was rly v fun and such an experience. Our team v high kept laughing for the first match. lol. But there were two injured people that day ): My girlfriend Lijun ( aiya later i kena whacked by..) and Fel! );

Wed and Fri had conditioning. Yesterday we played vball on the field! Lol feels like playing at a park or something. Practised some drills thing that made me reminded of Anderson. Miss the place but now our outdoor court byebye. Realized I am super wu-gui at moving must do something about it. Me and Yuwen kept looking at something on the field then we kept going aiya so gross! hahaha. and on the way home learnt so much more about Shumin(z) too. Weeewip, 8-D

I havent gotten back into the rhythm of school yet. Was still burnt out from mid years. Going to be good and guai from next week! This weekend shit loads of work to do. Dynamics tutorial, maths , EOM (!!) reading through lecture notes. So depressed when class girls were saying they were only at set 1 or set 2 of market structure but I am only at page 6 of Theory of Production and Costs! Awful, not awesome ): go jia you.

and Wl and Gj ah, must jia you ok! Your clever but dont want to study v wasted u know. So jia you! (:

Sis graduation ceremony this afternoon ( I cant go cause only have 3 tickets -.-) and family bbq at night. Missing 4/1's bbq tonight as a result ): Ahhh rly wonder how everyone is. Hope they have truckloads of fun uh . :D

When we were younger, our dreams were bigger then.

2008-07-03T20:32:00.003+08:00

Excitement dies off so quickly. Quite retarded la, but the whole day I was so hyped up about getting a second ear hole. The aunty got it done in less than 2 minutes? I was expecting her to draw on my ear and asking me if the position was alright before piercing. At least that was what I remembered when I had my ears pierced when I was 8.

Anyway another crazy day with Felicia, like wanting to eat fishes ( in tanks), running up the down escalator and convenietly avoiding the disapproving look on the aunty face and uhm sliding mrt doors and lots more. (: One more day tmr and you would have attended a full week in sch Fel!! :D

Met Ruyi and Pl after that and I've got a life time supply of sweets from Pl cause she won them at the arcade. She kept wanting to give me chocolates too! Hahaha. Thanks babe (:

Yup , I love Thursdays cause they end at 12 45 and I can do so much in the afternoon :D

p.s: I LOVE HAN LIJUN!! (and Lijun JR)

2008-06-27T20:19:00.003+08:00

Now you want to be free
So I'm letting you fly

I'm back at that place but with different company and I'm eating alone the dish we once shared.Thing is baby I'll alway bring along part of you with me. I'll always remember what you tell me everytime I feel afraid. You are on your own but you are never alone.


I wish you'd know I'd never want to cross that line because i am too immature and too young for these issues I cannot deal with.

2008-06-27T01:05:00.004+08:00

Finally, after so many days, I can rest without that anxiety to read through the next day's test! Caught 'Get Real' with o8s53 and although its quite funny its rly quite dumb to me. The part where the 2 guys kissed really made me want to faint rly couldnt bear to watch.Slacked around at Esplanade's roof garden then went to Junren's house. I think its rly fun to watch the 9 o clock channel 8 show with the class peeps although there were only just a few of us there ^^

Sad because I did study and I feel like I am gg to fail most anyway. HAHA. aiya at least got try, don't be too hard on yourself laaaaa Jocelyn Ong.

Enjoyed my thursday after the @$$%!@ paper and still hv 3 days to play! then school will start and we will all get serious. yes. (:

Goodnight. Watch ghost whisperer tmr!~ Gonna be good, as it always is.

2008-06-22T20:11:00.000+08:00

Give me time to reason
Give me time to think it through
Passing through the season
Where I cheated you
I will always have a cross to wear
But the bolt reminds me I was there
So give me strength
To face this test tonight
If only I could turn back time
If only I had said what I still hide
If only I could turn back time
I would stay for the night, for the night

2008-06-18T10:29:00.003+08:00

Its rly great to have my mom at home! Home-cooked dinner for past 2 days and breakfast ready when I wake. (: Rly feel bad for not gg with my mom to the temple on monday now because I have sch stuff on today and tmr and I cant spend time with her already );

We are all running out of time,hello goodbye.

2008-06-15T23:59:00.006+08:00

Money, please grow on trees, drop from the sky, appear from everywhere, so that I can buy every thing that I like. tyvm, even if the satisfaction dies off pretty fast.The last necklace rly such a swt hrt its a best friend thing. beam beam beams.

I think I knw why now.
I'm still so scared huh.

Thank you..
Pocket prayers, God bless the one I love.

2008-06-14T02:26:00.002+08:00

Let Amos cookies, clam chowder, and 27 dresses on tudou be my lullaby tonight. haha (:
Mom's in M'sia and my dad asked me to wake him at 7.
Thats early, rly early!
No more Kungfu Panda tmr too.

2008-06-13T23:38:00.002+08:00

Maybe I rly don't believe in anything, but perhaps someone out thr believes in me (:
I'll be keeping your words in mind (:

2008-06-12T12:18:00.002+08:00

I want to talk to you, now!!~

toss and turn, flip and flop...whatever whatever..
so difficult to sleep >):
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.
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Yay I am going to watch kungfu panda this Saturday!
And i feel like gg to the airport today, again.
Like it there ^^
Saw Albert there yesterday too (:

Just ate breakfast, gg out for lunch with Jessica Ong Hui Shan (:
Bbbbbbb.

2008-06-10T00:01:00.002+08:00

世上只有妈妈好 (:

So amused when I lost 1 kg last week. Hahaha. But amusement dies off, and I put on that weight again. I used to weigh myself like twice a year when the school would do it during PE But my very thoughtful friends bought me a hello kitty weighing scale so that I don't eat too much. But I have to say, the weighing scale is very intimidating, it is made of glass!

Suddenly remembered how I told Hs and Jas how I lost 1 kg and they say cause the battery not enough to go on weighing me. So no faith in me one. ):

I kept laughing at the pic sent to me cause Ruyi's dog literally bit her slippers to pieces!! lmao.

Today had JTS for vball seniors at some buffet place at Taka. Quite shuang. I finally ate a raw oyster (:
Then walked around Taka and Far East and went home. Today Caroline shopping queen! lol (:

ok, bye.

2008-06-08T16:19:00.000+08:00

Jocelyn Ong you are dung! >):

Take a step forward, do what you have to. (:
It is not as bad as I deem it to be, right?

2008-06-07T00:17:00.000+08:00

I want to sneak to Ruyi's house. tohpak is staying there tonight! LOL (:

I have no hrt to do anything ): everything is just plain BORING.
watched travel and living , a show called a 1000 places to go to before you die.
Man, thats whr i want to be! Not to die, but that 1000 places
Aunt said, maybe I can go Australia at the end of the year! :D

Gdnight, hope miracles happen during my sleep (:

2008-06-05T00:45:00.000+08:00

I threw a silly tantrum in the car today. It was for something so minor. My sister asked me to put the cans of coffee I bought on the floor so that it needn't be placed on my lap and I would be more comforatable.But the ride home caused the cans to roll out of the bag and one got dented and I was pretty pissed. Gosh, and my sister just said sorry although it wasn't her fault at all and stopped the car for me becasue I wanted to look for the other cans around the car somewhere. Usually, my sister is the one with the tantrums and yet today I am the one and she is just being so patient with me. ):I guess my mood has been like a roller coaster, up and down, up and down.

Tuesday was out with Huishan and Jas at vivo. We caught Narnia and I enjoyed their company.I had to leave early though, and they walked me to the mrt (;

Sometimes when you have something, you are afraid that you would lose it.

每一首歌都让我想起你
今天的你会不会比昨天快乐一些..

2008-06-02T19:41:00.000+08:00

I find life so difficult and sian now =/
Just one week ago, I was so positive about everything.

As I thought about it, I realized I would be feeling damn weird if I went to study alone today.
Luckily, there's Ruyi and Xian. If I studied alone, I wouldnt have their company to sit outside the library and eat eat eat!~ lol (:
What happened? I used to be so comfortable with my usual self.Alone, or with company.
In short, I never felt alone.
Right now, I realize I'm so scared of it.

emptyness

I want to graduate from college. Schoolwork bores the shit out of me, but its only 2 yrs and I know I want to do well. I have to, right?
Lol.

Happy, I bumped into Tracie on the bus.